Blood and tears, effort and inspiration,
buried beneath the bilge, bile and rust.
Plaques of achievement once proudly displayed,
obscured by thick black oil creeping down the walls.
Dreams of flying high and free,
forgotten through the plumes which darken daily.
Birdsong devoured by the gnashing, spinning teeth of turbines,
eager to be the only stars in the sky.
Beware the warm glow of a smile;
it's just a night light for the children,
an incubator for the eggs,
replaced by the searing heat of the great furnace; the global heating system, the stove, the incinerator, the cremator,
as soon as they can lift a shovel.
"It's all for t
A Day of Mixed Emotions by lonely-asuka, literature
Literature
A Day of Mixed Emotions
The yellow sun has risen. Its own incredible energy lending itself to all things that are its witness. Its golden contentment spreading to all those willing to accept it. But not everyone is willing. Still, the sun is not phased...
The green growth on the rainforest floor wants the sunlight; it wants to be up among the trees, up in the canopy. It stretches and tries, but cannot reach...
The blue ocean drifts. A single lonely entity, always present, always used, yet never apreciated. It does not notice the sunlight. The ocean lasts an eternity- will its grief? It feels that way to the ocean at least...
The red flickering flame of the fire d
A call from the deep, reverberating through the thick darkness.
The lonely sound of a lamentation, arising from below.
How can something exist in such a void?
A place to us so foreign, that swims with endless uncertainty.
You gaze from above the void, and below you, through the clouded stretching distance,
You feel the terror this uncertainty brings.
Yet as the call sounds once more, it strikes a deeper chord within you,
And you realise that what the deep holds is more magnificent and more beautiful
Than most things you\'ve known before.
The sad tones of the whale draw you deeper, closer,
And as your fear is lost, a new compassion
A soft sheet of silent white,
layering the land like a veil.
Hilltops, treetops, and rooftops,
all alike in their freshly fallen disguise.
As the last night watched the small flakes fall,
each one a unique idividual swirling and tumbling
through its own unique path,
the people slumbered on.
Perchance a small child dreamt of the new world,
the one that was falling and forming while they slept,
the one that would await their rising,
the one that excites memories
left alone for a year, and beckons for both them and the child
to come out and play.
The mother\'s caution barely keeps the child\'s enthusiasm behind the door,
as she
What are you doing?
Can\'t you see she\'s falling, failing?
Don\'t you know now is when she needs you most?
Isn\'t it obvious by the way her moist eyes shine?
Don\'t you notice the quiver of her lip, the tremble of her hands?
Is there a reason you seemingly avoid her sadness?
...
I see it.
I understand.
You do see her fear, and you do see her sorrow.
You see it oozing from her face, you see it dripping from her limbs.
You know it\'s creeping through her skin, underlying all she knows and feels.
You see what it does to her, but deeper, you know what it does to her.
Because you feel it too, seeping into your mind.
You won\'t comfo
Comprehending The Blindness by lonely-asuka, literature
Literature
Comprehending The Blindness
A distorted image, seen briefly through the dim haze.
What is it?
It flashes before me again – too fast, too indistinct.
If only it would slow down, stand before me,
Let me gaze upon its face.
Each glimpse confuses me further;
Is it changing?
I don't understand…
I wish I hadn't noticed it,
Better that than be left frustrated and alone in the dark.
I try to turn my thoughts elsewhere,
But no thought makes sense when I don't even know what is in front of me.
I miss the certainty, the safety,
And the understanding…
These things I had, and assumed would stay.
Without them, my vision is blurred,
My world looks so unfamiliar.
I sit
In deepest darkest space,
lies a small and lonely planet,
in who\'s oldest coldest land,
lies a crying crubling city,
where in the dullest dampest corner,
sits the saddest poorest man,
in whom a bruised and battered heart
dreams of the joy it once knew.
Because he\'s falling, he dreams of flying,
he has thoughts of smiling, when in truth he\'s crying,
imagining living, when really he\'s dying,
long ago this man ceased trying.
But the saddest part of the sad man\'s tale,
is that his bruised and battered heart
is what is making him fail.
If he would only stand up,
from that corner where he hides,
he\'d see the saddest poorest
The painful joy as an angel arrives
mingles with the grief of another\'s passing.
The greatest gift is given and taken at once.
New blood pours forth,
some warming a fragile heart,
but some cooling and blackening on the floor.
Tiny crystals open and shine brightly for their first time,
while dim diamonds flicker and fade in a weary finale.
Full price is paid for a new beginning,
and some relief is found in a tiny wailing.
Across the hall another cry sounds,
but the small voice here is silent.
Comprehension hasn\'t yet met the woman
forced to carry the heavy burden
lying limply and lightly in her arms.
She doesn\'t want to let
Passing notes through the cracks,
never standing tall, face to face.
Feeling the glow of her smile,
though rarely seeing it taking place.
Comfort without a shoulder,
a laugh without a tone,
she\'s warmth whem I am colder,
a friend when I\'m alone.
Linda - thank you...
Know how much you mean to me,
know how much I care,
know that you\'re the special one
who helped me through despair.
I only hope that what\'s to come
is more of what we\'ve shared,
may we stay the friends you say we are,
till time has us impaired!
Linda - thank you...
Since posting my Kakashi cosplay pic my pageviews have almost DOUBLED in such a tiny space of time, and I've now broken the 1k mark. So crazy... After animania and some improvements to the costume I'll post a composite pic from all angles, so you can get a better idea of all the components to the costume...
Wahey, uni is lots of fun, so glad to be out of the lame hole that was high school.
Most of all I'm enjoying the anime society at uni, watching a heck of a lot of it and meeting all sorts of cool ppl.
Coolest of all was that I ended up recently cosplaying for the first time ever, and I may be heading down to melb in august with some anime club ppl for manifest!
HOORAY!
I could meet Angel and TM!
WOAH!
Freaky...
Hope everyone is well!
Cya!
omg...
I just erased my main gamecube memory card, losing almost 2 years and and 20 games worth of save files...
*dies*
*comes back to life to rant*
I can't believe I did that!
Donkey Konga had a glitch with the freeloader, and it didn't save, so I didn't think that I needed to take out my main memory card, and I just kept hitting the start button to make the game load faster, but for some reason it started up differently this time and it had some extra text, but I just kept hitting start and when I realised what I MIGHT have been doing, I dove for the power button, turned it back on again, and sure enough, the memory card was EMPTY apa
I love your images so much, i was wondering if i could use your Tokyo images for a project im doing at TAFE, I'll credit you for all the images I use. Hope all is well.